Post by: ~Hale "R@CE" Caesar~ on April 03, 2012, 01:14:33 AM
I have said some things to some people that I am not proud of, and some of which I wish I wouldn't have said in the past. And also I wish some of those people were on better terms with me, but pride is in their way I guess.
Anyway, I took sometime to think about a lot of stuff and I realized that, the fun that used to come along with mugen just isn't quite here anymore... And its been that way for awhile now.... I thought by now that the egos, the drama, and relationships between fellow mugenites would have gotten better by now. After all its 2012. But instead, its seems like its stuck in a rotation of the same thing, over and over. And I for one am just sick of it. So I've decided after later this year or the beginning of next year, this might be it for me as for as mugen goes.
Guys all I ever wanted to do was to learn how to make different things in mugen, meet new people, share ideas, contribute and have fun. I never was trying to have an ego, or be on a power trip, or anything. If you thought I was then your sadly mistaken, and I apologize if I made you feel that way.
I would like to also apologize to a few people who I think deserve it publicly.
Acey - I just want to say I apologize for not setting the right example for upcoming mugen creators and for any of my wrong actions here at IMT
Scar - I want to apologize for not keeping in touch like I used to, and for that whole thing with "Guy's stance... I miss talking to you bro.
O'Illutionista - Dude, like I always told you, I have always been a fan of your work. And there was a time where me and you were cool. but some where in the line of all of that I got upset with you. Because patching is what I do, and I felt like you had a problem with that and that's what I'm known for doing. So I guess conflict came about. But dude, never the less, YOUR A LEGEND and I was still wrong for talking to you the way I did all those times. And so I apologize, but understand why I did it.....Patching is what I do, and all I ever will do or be known for.... Sorry if you don't like it....
Y. - I want to apologize to you too dude, because I mistook your feedback for bashing, and I shouldn't talked to you the way I did. You give great feedback and I was being a jerk. I hope that you can put my wrong doing behind you if its cool. Understand that I catch hell from some people sometimes and I guess I was being jumpy and short tempered. You were right, you can't always expect praise or OMG its a nice char all the time, and you gotta except negative responses too...
To the rest of IMT staff - for any bad behavior that has come from me even though it was usually because a couple of trolls who everyone knows mostly.
Also to the fans of my edits- Guys, I apologize to you big time (Whiplash can relate) Because I let you guys down by falling into trolls traps and not delivering more work from my end.
So I guess that about sums it up but if I forgot you, then i'm sorry for that as well. Now I realize sorry does not make up for everything, but like my father told me when he was still alive, "It take a real man to finally admit when he was at fault and just wrong."
And I have been thinking to myself a lot lately on how the mugen community could've been today if we all could set aside the egos, the pride, the drama, and etc. and come together and not be so divided..... We talk all about how bad capcom is, and how this game or that other company is... If we were united we could show all of them at capcom or any other company how REAL FIGHTING games should play....But sadly I don't think i'll be around to see this.... I would luv to see the day that IMT, Mugen Guild, Mugen-Infantry, CVG, and Scruffydragon could all work together, but that is only a mere dream....
I want to thank all of you that have taken the time to download my work and I hope that you continue while I'm still here and know that, I do this for a hobby as well as for fun. That's what its all about in the end....right? And like always, remember.....
MMMMmmmmmmmmmmm..........PATCHES!!!!!
Post by: C.R.O.M. - Shadaloo Lives! on April 03, 2012, 01:24:33 AM
MMMmmmmmmmmmm... PATCHES!!!!! ::salute::
Post by: G.P.O.A - GatlingPunchRalf on April 03, 2012, 08:29:29 AM
Post by: Spidermew on April 03, 2012, 08:50:22 AM
Post by: Jelux Da Casual on April 03, 2012, 09:16:05 AM
Post by: Rage on April 03, 2012, 09:24:20 AM
You say you want to see the day when we are doing it like the big boys right? Well don't be a stranger then. What you said about purple behaviors is true. But the work being produced is only getting better. People are even experimenting with 3d models in mugen. Like some of those we see as legendary creators. You to are among them and I'm positive most will welcome you with open arms. So please don't let this be good bye. let it be a smell you later.
You take care of your self. And stop by once in a while. The princess commands it.
Post by: -Whiplash- on April 03, 2012, 11:05:51 AM
........
So you still want me to finish that thing I was doing for you?
Post by: Tha Lando ( Le CROM ) on April 03, 2012, 11:12:31 AM
Post by: Acey on April 03, 2012, 11:24:43 AM
You'll be back! >:D (I hope)
Post by: Macaulyn97 on April 03, 2012, 12:16:22 PM
Post by: ~Hale "R@CE" Caesar~ on April 03, 2012, 12:20:11 PM
C'mon, this can't be true, your patches are the best, you cannot do this! :'(
Thanks dude, but don't worry, i'm not gone yet. :)
So you still want me to finish that thing I was doing for you?
Oh yes whiplash, sure thing buddy! :thumbsup:
Post by: DivineWolf on April 03, 2012, 01:35:31 PM
Despite this, you shouldn't let it discourage you from doing what you do. I too look forward to a day when everyone will be good with everyone else. Joining up to make great works for MUGEN. Us as it's community should strive for that unity. Any work you contribute is a step closer towards that goal. Until that day comes, you have to ignore the negativity that comes at you. Whether it be MUGEN or anything else, you're bound to run into haters. Some may just be mad at the world. Some may be envious of your ability, so they bash you in a attempt to bring you down. Whatever the case, remaining steadfast and progressing through the hardships only makes you better. Not just as a MUGEN creator/patcher, but as a person as well.
My respects passed to your father. Indeed it does take a real man to admit his faults. You can't grow, become better if you never see yourself doing anything wrong. I don't know much about your work, aside from that really great Psylocke RMX song you made for Sabaki's Psylocke... However, based on the feedback you've recieved here, I'd have to say you reputation proceeds itself. If this is the best decision for YOU, then by all means, do what you feel is best. I wish you good luck in any future endeavors you face. I just hope you're not letting the "hype" make this decision for you. Be true to yourself and do what you do, that's all that matters in the end. None of us are getting paid for this. We do it out of fun and giving back to the community for everyone's enjoyment. Take care sir, God bless.
Post by: Yuri Jacobs on April 03, 2012, 02:25:45 PM
I can tell that this topic came from your heart. Hoping that everyone you apologized to can accept it and move on. In the end, it's all just a game and we all should be having fun with it. I understand where you're coming from. I'm no stranger to MUGEN, I've been here since IMT was established. Not heavily outspoken however, still not. Though, I couldn't pass on giving my word to you. I understand that things can get quite heated sometimes with MUGEN. Ecspecially doing what you do, seeing as how a lot of people are uptight about the whole patching thing.
Despite this, you shouldn't let it discourage you from doing what you do. I too look forward to a day when everyone will be good with everyone else. Joining up to make great works for MUGEN. Us as it's community should strive for that unity. Any work you contribute is a step closer towards that goal. Until that day comes, you have to ignore the negativity that comes at you. Whether it be MUGEN or anything else, you're bound to run into haters. Some may just be mad at the world. Some may be envious of your ability, so they bash you in a attempt to bring you down. Whatever the case, remaining steadfast and progressing through the hardships only makes you better. Not just as a MUGEN creator/patcher, but as a person as well.
My respects passed to your father. Indeed it does take a real man to admit his faults. You can't grow, become better if you never see yourself doing anything wrong. I don't know much about your work, aside from that really great Psylocke RMX song you made for Sabaki's Psylocke... However, based on the feedback you've recieved here, I'd have to say you reputation proceeds itself. If this is the best decision for YOU, then by all means, do what you feel is best. I wish you good luck in any future endeavors you face. I just hope you're not letting the "hype" make this decision for you. Be true to yourself and do what you do, that's all that matters in the end. None of us are getting paid for this. We do it out of fun and giving back to the community for everyone's enjoyment. Take care sir, God bless.
I couldn't agree more, DivineWolf and your apology is very accepted here, BL@DE X : THE P@TCH KING. Let's hope that your successor can do great Mugen patching as you have here and other Mugen sites. IMT won't be the same without you here and you're right, I hardly see any interest in Mugen here as it was in the past when I came on board. Most of us do go to school and to work, have families and trying to take care of sick loved ones. No matter what paths we all are crossing, Mugen somehow affected our lives in one point or another. Of course, they will be haters and trolls who'll discourage you on your works, don't allow that, let them have their say, ignore them and move on. Good luck on your future, whatever it will be, I hope that path will lead you to prosper your life in the right way.
Post by: boryema on April 03, 2012, 02:56:49 PM
you've been a big inspiration to me
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Post by: ~Hale "R@CE" Caesar~ on April 03, 2012, 10:38:38 PM